The director, the actor, the crew and the viewer

tontons, covr, I like this.

new cover, i'm getting better at being honest about how happy and miserable it is to be..we are the living room concerts, falling into the doors, but i keep on singing and crying

WE are the drug mumbles. <--- no one steal this please, it's my imaginary band!

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lyrics in which i so haphazardly changed to my moments, i do this A lot.

there were more of where I used to talk to myself and see

all the fines and all the lines that I've been writing

that I never chose to be

how is it that i'm selfishly making out?

but I say that if I lose you I just won't be fine

don't take ways, but!

i am still crying while i'll sing

cos i don't want to lose you and i'm saying to myself 

that baby baby baby maybe I don't want to be that way

but how can I be and not be so wrong?

how am i so wrong?

cos I am so happy now!!

And so, i'm in the way

 

Also, I want you to know --

If I do something, I'm doing it for you 

Guess I got to realize how little control I have

Not so sad that your gone 

but that I did every thing that I could do

y'know you're not the type to win, you're the type to devour

OH YEAH, DOWNLOAD THE ORIGINAL SONG FO FREE HERE: it's 'leon' - http://tontons.bandcamp.com/album/the-tontons-self-titled

solution: burn it!, oh iloveyou

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I'm now singing you every new song I love. I don't think it's perfect, but it's okay. Notice how scared I get when I hear my neighbors knock on the wall, I just stop cold for second, then I think I don't care, but I'll turn it down. And...yes, I know what headphones are, but mine's are crappy. My mama on the other hand has just gotten used to me yelling in the wee hours of a good morning. Its normal for her.

listen 2 the uninterupted song here : http://sonsofanillustriousfather.bandcamp.com/album/one-body

this finding of this whole band is dear to me, just go listen to it all. they're all treasure. 

songs i'm currently obsessed with: this one..of course, i will kill you in your sleep, we will do great things, moonshiner, the unrest that keeps us true, go down moses

new cover song: piledriver waltz on ukelele

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i feel myself like i'm falling down like an hourglass

she tells me things, stop pretending

sometimes it feels like you're leaving

it sounds like i've been forgotten on the highest floor,

yelling that i'm high and scared of heights, but you're backing me 

and telling me that you've got to choose

and more than feeling terrible and so confused

you tell me don't be so blue, that i can make it, and you make that i can sing of you

sometimes it seems like i'm after, someone who is quite dapper, darling, wait 

but you know, i'll be talking to myself again, i told myself this'll be ending

i thought that i was just pretending, that maybe i could take advantage

but, i feel so lost, i'm trying hard to keep myself up this morning 

but, it feels like i've been forgotten on the highest floor, hell!

i could've killed myself a little easier, if you didn't want to come along,

well you say to choose

but more than feeling terrible, i feel so confused

yes, i was so happy, now i'm feeling sad

and how is this the same person too

i've got to comfortably lose 

my feelings just flow more lucid this way, it's an easy/fun way to not think so much about what you're saying, like rapping, almost. the real song is piledriver waltz by alex turner

just anotha high motherfucker trying to play the geetar, part of the revolution, oh yeah, i just got an ukelele, still learning to say the least, but whatevs <-- my spell check wants this to be "wharves"...tsk-tsk 

best xx